“WHY?”

YOU LEFT ME COLD, HIGH AND DRY, 
PURPOSELY LEFT ME WONDERING WHY?
I WAS STILL SAYING HELLO WHILE YOU WERE SAYING YOUR GOODBYES, 
WAKING UP EVERYDAY LIVING A LIE, 
I GUESS WAKING UP EVERYDAY THE SAME WAY YOU WENT TO SLEEP GROWS OLD VERY FAST ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERY DAY AND NIGHT YOU CRY, 
MAYBE NOW YOU KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THE REASONS I NEVER LOOKED IN YOUR EYES, 
IT WAS NOT BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF YOU IT WAS ME BEING SHY, 
I’D STEAL ALL MY LOOKS FROM MY PERIPHERAL VIEW AND CORNER OF MY EYES, 
SKIPPING TO THE PRESENT EVERY DAY IS VERY DRY, 
EVERY DAY IS A SLOW DEATH FOR EVERY DAY I SIMPLY DIE, 
YOU ONCE SAID TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ALL YOU CAN  – I DIDN’T COMPLY, 
I LOOK UP ALL TIME AND SPEAK TO YOU IN THE SKY, 
THOUGH YOU ARE STILL ALIVE YOU SPREAD YOUR WINGS, MOVED ON, AND LET NOTHING GET IN YOUR WAY FOR ALL THINGS YOU DEFIED, 
NOW I FIND MYSELF APART OF THAT GROUPING – THE ONE YOU DENY, 
I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO CALL, ASK QUESTIONS, I AM NOT THE ONE TO PRY, 
I’D RATHER BE WRONG WITH MY THOUGHTS THAN RIGHT WITH FURTHER HEARTBREAK FROM YOU WITH TRUTHFUL REPLIES, 
THE PAIN OF IT ALL IS NOW MY ALLY, 
I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE…….
AND I’LL NEVER KNOW WHY.
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