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“Daddeee”

What they’ve taken from me no one can ever replace,
Limited time, limited finances, and limited space,

To hear their screams of joy when they see my face!!!

Daddee, daddeee!!!!
As my arms widen, tears fall, and I greet them with a warm embrace,
I’ve missed you so, though it’s only been a couple of days,

I was told that I had to do this, and find another way,

I kiss them so, hug them gently, but firm,

Nearly not enough to me, and for them something in time they will understand and learn,

Daddeee, daddeee, can we go and play???

Can you please take us to the playground today???

Of course we can babies!!!
Anything you want for as long as we can,

I’ll push you on the swings my beautiful prince and princess, daddeee’s little girl, and little man,

Daddeee chase us, chase us after you count to three!!!

One, two, three, they’re running as fast as they can away from me!

Laughing all the way, giggling uncontrollably,

While I’m steady conscious of time that is quickly passing away before its time to go back to mommy,

Daddeee you love us soooooo much, my little girl always says,

I’m happy to see you today daddeee my son tells me as I kiss him on his head,

What I wouldn’t give to be able to tuck you in every night, in my heart I constantly say,

God please help my lost soul heal, please help me find a way,

I know at this very moment I’m missing something they’ve done that is so profound,

Another first that I’ve missed an opportunity to see and experience and my heart just beats, just hurts, head just pounds,

Admiring their little fingers, beautiful round eyes, soft skin tone,

And before I know it they are gone and calling me on the phone,

Good night daddeee, where are you at grandma and grandpa’s house?

I love you daddeee can we play tomorrow with my white dress on and go back out?

Daddeee I love you, can you make sure to bring my train?

Can you buy me Murdock when we go to the toy store again?

Goodbye daddeee don’t cry, its going to be alright!

I know my little babies, I love and miss you sooooooooooo much, sweet dreams, and have a good night….

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