“SOUL HURTS”

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SHE SAID HER SOUL HURTS,

BEEN BATTERED DOWN TO THE TURF,

CRAWLED THROUGH MUD AND THROUGH HIGH HEAT BAREFOOT DIRT,

ONLY RIGHT THAT SHE HAS DREAMS TO ONE DAY SURF,

CLEAR WATER, SUGAR SAND BEACHES, SKY BLUE LINE DREAM INTERRUPTED BY SOME GUY TRYING TO FLIRT,

BREASTS ARE BIG, BUTTONS POP ALL THE TIME SO GUYS ALWAYS LOOKING DOWN HER SHIRT,

FELLOW WOMEN GIVE HER DIRTY LOOKS MAKING HER SELF ESTEEM EVEN WORSE,

SINGLE LIFE AS THE LAST MAN SHE WAS WITH WAS A STRAIGHT UP JERK,

OFTEN WONDERS WHAT IS HER WORTH,

KNOWING SHE WAS MISHANDLED SINCE HER BIRTH,

MOTHER WAS STRICT AND FATHER JUST CURSED,

LOVE NEVER CAME FIRST,

NOT WITHOUT SOME FORM OF HURT,

HER HEART SHE ALWAYS SELF-NURSED,

ALWAYS BELIEVED SOME DAYS WERE HER WORST,

SOUL RAPED AND LEFT FOR DEAD – SHE’S DYING OF THIRST,

TIRED OF DEALING WITH PERVERTS,

SHE NO LONGER WEARS SKIRTS,

TOO MUCH TIME AND EFFORT,

ON CLOTHING HER ENERGY SHE NO LONGER WISHES TO EXERT,

WEARS OVER-SIZED PANTS AND SWEATSHIRTS,

LEFT THE CITY AND NOW LIVES ON THE OUTSKIRTS,

 HER SOUL STILL HURTS,

LONELY AND BARE LIKE A DESERT,

 ALL SHE WANTS AND NEEDS IS A PURPOSE SO SHE TRIED OUT A RELATIONSHIP WITH A WOMAN FOR SHE THOUGHT SHE UNDERSTOOD A WOMAN’S WORTH,

FOR HER LIFE AND ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED SHE DESERVES TO BE REIMBURSED,

INSTEAD SHE FOUND OUT LOVING A WOMAN WAS MORE WORK,

JUST MADE HER DIVERSE,

FOUND HER SOUL NEEDED MORE SO SHE ATTENDED CHURCH,

FOUND WHAT ALL HER LIFE HER HEART AND SOUL SEARCHED,

NOW SHE PUTS GOD FIRST,

UNDERSTANDS HER SINS ARE FORGIVEN AND SOUL IS NO LONGER COERCED,

ALL THE BAD TIMES ARE NOW REVERSED,

SHE WALKS 10X’S OVER WATER, BODY AND MIND CLEAR NO LONGER SUBMERSED,

NO MORE LATE NIGHT NIGHTMARES AND OUTBURSTS,

ALL FEAR, WORRIES, AND CONCERNS HAVE DISPERSED,

SHE DEALS WITH LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME AS IT IS UNREHEARSED,

LOVE CAME EASY FOR HER AFTER ALL SHE HAS TRAVERSED, 

HER SOUL NO LONGER HURTS.

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